chloroformed existance
paralyzed emotions
spending a lifetime
pulling my shades
deceivers smile on my face
pretending
built this fortress
sturdy walls erected 'round my heart
nothing allowed in
and nothing out
the only way
my anaesthetic
leaving me numb
is it possible?
to live
and not feel...
am i empty?
wanting, needing
to be insusceptible
have i rendered myself
soulless?
why do you feel the need to torture me
all i long for is your voice
days hours weeks without you
then you surprise me
bless me with a brief return
you never stay long
not enough to sate my thirst
didn't you know
my wounds open anew
do you feel that you were meant for me
all i long for is your mind
i read the words you have sent me
adorning my wall
they bring tears to my eyes
i cannot remove them
it's all i have of you
didn't you know
my heart withers without you
do you feel the sadness I feel
all i long for is you
my nights are filled with images of you
dreaming of your touch
your smile
your scent
shivering from your
Regret
Dusk
A world left colourless
Painfully stark of emotion
Abandoned by the sun
Held in the cold hands of night
When did I become like this?
Unable to see/hear the world/him
Before me
Night
Betrays the heart
These strangled words I've
Left unsaid are like arrows
Shooting across the sky
Destined to miss their mark
Yet strike deep/fast
And kill
Turning again, a heart to stone
That I love
Dawn
Breaks shattered
Beside his heart on the floor
Where I found my voice
To weep those words
Left unsaid
Could I then/now,
For a moment be the moon
And he my Apollo
Would he hold out his hand
To catch my breath as we touch
Current Residence: L-space Favourite genre of music: alternative Favourite style of art: abstract/3D MP3 player of choice: winamp Shell of choice: tcsh Wallpaper of choice: changes daily...ok, sometimes more ;) Favourite cartoon character: homer
I spent my weekend in the clouds, literally ...
Decided to take off for a romantic weekend getaway. White Mountains in New Hamshire was our destination, and I don't think there is a more beautiful place on earth......
Visibility was pretty limited, as it was cloudy and misty the whole time we were there. The mountains were stunning all the same.
A special thanks goes out to [link] for recomending that wonderful inn :D :D :D
I spent my weekend in the clouds, literally ;)...
Decided to take off for a romantic weekend getaway. White Mountains in New Hamshire was our destination, and I don't think there is a more beautiful place on earth......
Visibility was pretty limited, as it was cloudy and misty the whole time we were there. The mountains were stunning all the same.
A special thanks goes out to [link] for recomending that wonderful inn
I spent my weekend in the clouds, literally ;)...
Decided to take off for a romantic weekend getaway. White Mountains in New Hamshire was our destination, and I don't think there is a more beautiful place on earth......
Visibility was pretty limited, as it was cloudy and misty the whole time we were there. The mountains were stunning all the same.
A special thanks goes out to [link] for recomending that wonderful inn
Do you realize... that there is a comment on this very page from almost exactly ONE YEAR ago today!??? What has happened to my gurl!!! I miss you horribly just so you know... and I need you to be around more... don't let the work-bug get you.. your too good a gurl for them!!
Have you ever had a dream, that you were so sure was real? What if you were unable to wake from that dream? How would you know the difference between the dream world and the real world?
What you know you can't explain, but you feel it. You've felt it your entire deviant life, that there's something wrong with the story. You don't know what it is, but it's there, like a splinter in your mind, driving you mad.
You take the blue pill, the story ends. Your browser closes and you believe whatever you want to believe. You take the red pill, you stay in wonderland. And, I show you how deep the rabbit hole goes.